JUICE, SPRINGSTEEN

Yeah not my most original title.

I've been off.  Sorry.

As normal as I seem, wait,
I mean normal in the way of neurotypical,
not as in I'm strange.

I'm still that.
But going back to the start, I feel some depression has hit as of late.  I shall blame work and lack of touch.

Also I did have juice.  That relates to the title.

Two points coming up.

Apathy
Milk

At work, we have these morning meetings.  Go over safety stuff and whatnot.  Most of the other sites I've been at follow a pretty typical pattern.
Don't fall off ladders and ways to not fall off ladders
Don't cut yourself and ways to not cut yourself.  Others sometimes.
Well they do this on this site in Utah as well.  But, different.
Like today, was mentioned apathy.  And it was so fitting from yesterday.  Where it became evident that the individuals who had been at that site for literally a year, were of the mindset of oh well, that's close enough.
Now mind you I have that mindset in a very limited arrangement.  But I have standards as well.
They seem to not follow this idea.
They make more work for themselves and yet it still ends up looking like shit.
In a place where things should not look like shit.  At least when I give myself more work in a given task it looks good.
And it really does boil down to apathy.
I may be apathetic to life right now, but not work.  That's a sure way to fail.
It was even mildly compared to complacency, but I vote apathy a bit worse.  I even had to supply the answer of taking pride in your work.
This place is weird.

Milk.
Fuck. Milk.
Fuck the milk industry.
Fuck the government trying to push milk.
Stupid government.
Body can't process it anyway.

On a positive note, Forged in Fire is good tv.

Also my phone died today, in a service respect.  This concerns me.




Meh I don't have anything else.
Blah.

Sexy, needs to do dishes.