To be perfectly honest, this is probably going to span a good length of time, be rather long, have really no point in particular, and will probably contain things you didn't necessarily want to know about me.
At this current junction in time I think I would like to describe how I no longer trust reality as is. I think I am starting to trust the things and people directly around me more. But anything outside of that circle I think is starting to be muddled.
This has been a season of change for sure.
Multiple relationships ending, changing, beginning, and hopeful.
But when it comes to information that is being distributed, especially via this oh so convenient method as the internet, I believe there is a lot of deceit and mistrust being strewn about. False hopes and the arguments spawned around counter claims are becoming ridiculous. This constant fight of what people consider science and pseudo science. I think what we tend to forget is that not only can an understanding in science be wrong, but it can be hid easily in this world of ours. Alas, we are not all scientists that can study, and prove every claim that comes along. Therefore we have to trust the word of others. And in this particular stage of the world, just wont do.
And sorry, been playing patrol missions in Destiny.
This next bit will be invisible. This is probably going to be the bit you don't want to know. I'll give you a hint: It's about masturbation.
So to may be give you background. I don't masturbate often. Like, not often at all. Probably less than most males in my age range. A lot less. I've gone weeks without masturbating. And this is not because I get supplemented in either sex or sexual activities. Nay, I just feel like I have lost a lot of drive. Not as in it is not there, it just, comes and goes. So now, I have time, and kinda feel like it. Especially since I've been watching a series called Freezing. Decent series, I was in it for the constant panty shots and full boob showing. So, give me a moment. That was surprising. Not bad per se, but surprising. Told you I was out of practice. Wait, trying again... Woo, got two. That one was much better. Enough of that though.
Like how I have seen multiple articles recently about a cure for aids, the pope speaking out about the false belief of hell and Adam and Eve, and of course the ever raging debate of GMO's and labeling.
And all I see is arguing. And not debate which is constructive arguing, it is simply a back and forth between those who are diametrically opposed and will not budge on either side. There are also the realms of sexism and racism still rather rampant in our society. And neither side of any of these arguments are helping, at least usually.
So I have decided, as I did quite a while ago, that my goal in life will be to herald truth. I will research any claim I doubt, as best as my abilities can take me, and I will follow my heart in making decisions. I can only hope that I can serve as a mentor to those who may not have anyone to trust other than themselves.
Also I want to read more, both fiction and non-fiction. And to ever increase my vocabulary.
But more than anything, let my, and those that align with my thoughts, ever be for enlightenment of anyone willing, and against all those who would do anyone harm, in any way.
Now back to more Destiny.
That was very, extensive. Good games all round.
And now I'm spent.
Sexy, Gamer
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