Ideal Real Lunacy

Ha, I have leet pageviews.  Bitchin.

Gah this keyboard sucks for my fingers.

Pandora is doing quite well today.  Congrazzles.

So I think today I want to talk about harmony.  Well and discord, as they are the sides of a coin.

Much like I view everything in this world, there has to be a balance.  As one can not exactly exist without the other.

Without sound you would not know silence.

Without darkness, how would you discern light?

Harmony is a funny thing though.  As is discord.  Both of these things can indeed exist within ourselves solely, as the discord within ourselves can cause sickness, unhappiness, and strained relationships with others.  But harmony and discord with other people is exponentially greater.  Think of your current relationships.  Not only with significant others, but relatives, and even your neighbors.  Where is there harmony, and where is there discord?  

There is a rhythm to all things.

This includes change.

To not change is to become stagnant, and eventually die.  But I think we can agree, from any aspect of this life, that death is not permanent.  

But accepting change is difficult, hell, some might not ever be able to accept it.  More important though, is understanding of the change that is going on.  Understanding and accepting are of course very different concepts.  

Without understanding though, you are blind.

I even feel that I am currently missing the rhythm of change.  I feel the waves, ripples.  I'm on the edge of a new way of life.  But this comfort bubble holds me back.  However disharmonious it may be.

And that should bother me.  Well it does.  Just to what degree I don't know, apparently not quite enough.  

And I will be the one to figure out what is needed to change.

No one else has that ability for you.

One thing that I do agree that everyone should do on a daily basis is talk themselves up.

Keeping balance in mind of course.

Even to start, I have a mental concept quote kinda thing.  It's that no matter how good you are at ANYTHING, there will always be someone better.  That is not to say you aren't really damn good, but it helps keep you humble.

But I have gotten into a habit of when I have some downtime in the day, or really any pause in errant thoughts, thinking things like You are awesome, and rather handsome.  And stuff like that.  It's like self-promoting.  And the beauty is that even if there is something you're not happy with, if you talk yourself up to fix it, you will.

Perhaps I am strange in this concept.

Perhaps I am strange.

I'm strange.

But in a good way I swear!

Always remember, never waste your words.  Fill them with meaning anytime they are spoken, or written.

Because as perverse as things may become in this currently filthy world, we create everything, and if there is soul in it, it will resonate with others.

Sexy, well, umm, awwwkward...

I'll leave now.

Bye.

Oh yeah, but,

I love you.

And if time and life allow, I owe you a hug.

Wait I'm not done.

Music is good, listen to more of it.

Anything else?  Maybe, but I have nothing more.  For this at least.  The rest will probably lost to the ravages of my mind and time.

Sexy, Away!